A couple of weeks ago, my sister posted the following question on Facebook, “How do you know when to let it go?” She never elaborated on what “it” is. I think her question is shared by many people. How do you know when to let (a relationship, a marriage, a fear, etc.) go? I have a few thoughts:
1. How is “it” affecting you? If whatever it is makes you feel physically ill, or causes you mental distress, or interfers with your ability to function in daily life, then you need to let it go. Holding on to something that is harming you is not good. It’s almost like willingly drinking poison.
2. Does the other person remember or care about the issue? My sister-in-law has held a grudge against me for over 27 years. I don’t even remember the incident. My brother had to remind me what happened that caused his wife’s grudge. She is the only one whom the pain of the grudge effects. I don’t feel any pain over the incident because I forgot all about it! Holding a grudge is liking drinking poison expecting the other person to die.
3. 10-10-10: Ten minutes from now, ten days from now, ten years from now – will “it” really matter? What effect will it have in/on your life? How is it going to affect decisions you make?
4. Why are you holding onto “it”? Sometimes, we think that holding a grudge gives us ammunition against the other person. Unless you can shoot spears from your eyes, it really doesn’t give you any ammunition. Do you avoid the other person at gatherings, parties, when you see them out in public, etc.? That’s wasting quite a bit of energy – planning your “escape route” when you see that person, planning ahead what to do in case you do run into them, keeping up the negative feelings for that person. Life is so short – why waste your energy on being angry and negative when it only affects you? The reason you are holding on to it is only for you – the other person could care less.
5. We are not promised tomorrow: Being angry, holding a grudge, being fearful, being negative – these are all things that harm us. Life is too short already without cutting it even shorter by harboring negative emotions. What if the object of your anger or grudge were to die suddenly? Would you be happy? Or would you regret not having the chance to make amends?
Next month, I will be driving 8-10 hours by myself to another state in order to make amends with my sister-in-law. Her oldest son and his wife are pregnant with their first baby. I want to share in the joy of my brother’s first grandchild. I don’t want a grudge or a negative attitude to stand in the way of celebrating this little life. The Bible tells us that if we have offended someone, we are to go and make amends. It also tells us that if we have been offended, we need to go and clear things up with the other person. Either way, the responsibility for relational healing is on us. Is that fair? Not always, but what is the cost of a broken relationship? I would much rather approach my sister-in-law to make amends than to continue in this stupid relational impasse brought on by something I did over 27 years ago. It’s time to let this go.
Isn’t it time for you to let something go? The anger and bitterness toward ex? The grudge you’ve held against that person for the better part of a decade? The fear that no one will like you because you’re divorced? Your health, mental and physical, depends on your willingness to let it go. Stay tuned . . . .